Baby Julia grows up day by day.  She shows to us she is not a baby girl any more.

Sometimes i was busy doing something she came. “Mummy, I love you , I love you so much.” 🙂 Oh,i realized that i was too concentrate on my own thing and i have ignored her for a long time. Kid! She wants attention. How can i suppose to refuse such a sweet girl? There is no doubt here, put away my own things and went to play with her immediately.

One week day morning, when we went down stairs. I found i forgot wearing my earrings today. I told this to Julia.”What should i do? I forgot wearing my earring today”,”Mummy,it’s ok. You are still pretty even if you are not wearing your earrings”.她的原句是“没有关系啊，妈咪不戴耳环也很漂亮啊！”。 She let me be shocked. I’m seriously. That morning, i didn’t go back for earrings because i believe my daughter.

“Julia,who is much more pretty, mummy or Julia?”,” Mummy.” She knows how to make you happy.:) I am happy every day because i have here around.

“Mum, could you please play drawing with me for a while?” I was watching TV when she came by. “No,i want to stay alone.””Mum, you don’t  want to be a good mum anymore, do you？”她的原句是“妈妈，你不想做好妈妈了呀?” I can’t let her disappointed. So went drawing with her even if i don’t like it.

This day i was wearing a grey shirt with two belts. When Julia saw me, she said,”Mummy, you are so cute in that shirt, these two belts look like two pony tails.”haha, actually, i don’t like that shirt too much, but, after her words, i can’t love it more.

Bedtime again, “Mummy, may i sleep with you?”Asking with begging eyes. “No, honey, you can’t sleep with mum everyday. You know you’re a big girl now.” With very sad looking,”Mummy doesn’t love baby anymore, do you?” 她的原句是“妈妈不爱宝宝了呀？” 。Oh my god, what should i do? You couldn’t say anything but”OK,OK,OK” and went to my bedroom happily,with her, obviously.

One day afternoon, when i was cooking. I got my thumb cut and it was bleeding. Julia saw this and was very nervous.”Daddy,daddy,come here and save mummy. She is  hurt and she is bleeding.” After Sen deal with my hurt Julia still didn’t want to leave. She stood in kitchen  with me and keep reminding me”Mummy, be careful, be careful”.

What does your baby like? How is she doing? Don’t miss any funny part.

There is a strong voice coming from my deep heart, and it’s getting stronger and stronger day by day, hour by hour.I want to be a great mum because i want her happy always.I don’t want to let her down. I love you,Julia.

亲爱的们，你们看《云图》了么？很棒的电影，一个生命的六次轮回，六个看似独立的故事却是因果相连，每一个故事中，主人公对爱情对自由的追求，尽管无助但绝不放弃，结局凄凉悲壮却让我觉得浑身是积极的正能量。电影是这几年来难得的好电影了。

所有故事中，我最最喜欢的是那两个男人的爱情，不知道为什么，他们的爱情让我觉得很自然，很伟大，不可抗拒。因为喜欢男主角，所以紧接着又把《温莎公爵的情人》找出来看了。两个电影融合的一个片段，加上麦当娜亲自献唱的《masterpiece》作为背景音乐，这个mv深深吸引了我，看了一遍又一遍，哭了一次又一次。

I believe there must be another world waiting for us, a better world. I miss you so much.

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想写点东西，纪念一下此时此刻不一样的自己，但是就这样坐在电脑前面，却忘记了怎样去整理自己的头绪。

发生了点什么，需要为之而付出点什么，有些苦，有些甜。

呵呵，就这样吧，不写了，只是为了哪天看到的时候能够想起。感谢亲爱的老公，亲爱的你们和我一起面对。

随着年龄的增长，Julia对圣诞的理解也越来越深刻了。在学校里老师给她们讲了很多圣诞的故事，她都记在了心里。上个周末我们又带她去了市里，几乎每家店面都有圣诞树的装饰，不管那个圣诞树被装饰的怎么样，她都待在那里舍不得离开。她已经爱上圣诞节了。

daddy出差去了北京，圣诞老人的角色自然落在我的身上，呵呵。晚上我在外面有朋友聚会，但是宝贝还是要打点好的。晚上八点多钟，我打电话给她：“Julia，你知道今天是什么节日么？”

“我知道，是圣诞节。”

“那圣诞节是干什么的啊？”

“圣诞节就会有圣诞树，会有圣诞老爷爷，还有小鹿。”

“Julia真棒，知道这么多圣诞的故事。Julia知道吗，今天晚上叫圣诞平安夜，你睡着了以后，圣诞老爷爷就会过来给你送礼物。你记得要把自己的长袜子放到床尾哦，他会把礼物装到床尾的长袜子里面。”

“我可以不睡觉，等着圣诞老爷爷来么？”

“那可不行，他在屋顶飞来飞去，就是在看哪家的小朋友已经睡着，睡着的小朋友才能收到礼物的。”

“那好吧。”

“那Julia有什么圣诞愿望么？有没有想要的礼物？你告诉妈咪，妈咪可以给圣诞老爷爷打电话，告诉他，没准他就会把你想要的礼物送给你。”

“芒果，妈咪，我想要芒果。”

“只要芒果么，还要其他东西么？”

“没有了，我只想要芒果，妈咪。”

“好滴，妈咪一定给圣诞老爷爷打电话，告诉他你的圣诞愿望，明天早上起来你就可以收到啦。GOOD NIGHT,JULIA,I LOVE YOU”

“GOOD NIGHT ,MUMMY,I LOVE YOU TOO!””

呵呵，宝贝的圣诞愿望就是芒果而已，打完电话她一定乖乖地满怀期望地睡了。

至于我，呵呵，马上从KTV跑出来找水果店。跑了两条街终于让我找到了一家水果店。很冷，风很大，但是宝贝的圣诞礼物买到了，太幸运了，太值得了。

晚上十一点多回到家，第一时间把julia的圣诞礼物准备好，然后轻吻她的额头，安心地睡觉。

圣诞快乐，宝贝们！

25日晨。